Motherhood right now is June sleeping on my chest, nursing every 2 hours, screeching and smiling like a nutball.
Motherhood right now is being so excited yet also sad that she's rolling over. Motherhood is clapping our hands and saying, "Yay! You're such a good girl!" when she rolls over, all around the living room.
Motherhood right now is figuring out the four month sleep regression. Motherhood right now is trying to transition bed time completely to the crib, but also still really enjoying the cuddles I get in the middle of the night.
Motherhood right now is pumping at work.
Motherhood right now is wanting to wake her up right when she finally goes to sleep because she looks so peaceful and sweet.
Motherhood right now is squeezing her thighs and arms to feel the squish, kissing her neck, and hugging her all the time.
Motherhood right now is taking showers with June and while soaping her up, finding little prizes in her neck rolls. And then, after the shower, actually sniffing her head, until the baby soap smell goes away.
Motherhood right now is putting her in a carrier to actually get things done around the house, or picking blackberries and collecting eggs while listening to a podcast. She's happy, I'm happy - we're all happy.
Motherhood right now is knowing there are things that I could or should be doing around the house, but instead laying down with June, nursing her to sleep, knowing one day I'll miss those first-baby cuddles and silence.
Motherhood right now is struggling between wanting her to be bigger and older and more independent, but also wanting her to stay small and dependent. It's hard but fun and sweet to see how time has changed her, but it's amazing seeing her personality come out and watch her meet milestones.
Motherhood right now is sweet . . . Often frustrating . . . but something I really enjoy and am passionate about. I'm trying to slow down and enjoy every little moment with her and be the best mom I can be. I love being a mom . . . I love being June's mom!
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